It is Monday 1st January 2018 and most of us are reflecting on the past year and seeking goals for the new year. I would first like to apologise for my lack of Vlogmas this year, so many of you love watching my vlogs and to be honest when it came to the week before Christmas my body kind of shut down. I was unwell and stressed for most of December although I kept pushing through with a smile. I’m learning slowly to understand I can’t do everything in a day and to not always try to be perfect which I’m sure most of us are guilty of trying to achieve. I felt like my body started to crumble and the only way I knew I could heal myself was to pull away abit. It was nice to see I was not the only person feeling the way I did, so many established bloggers were in a similar situation as myself.
Time off has done wonders for me and I truly feel ready for 2018. I know in my heart that ahead of me going to be an incredibly exciting, filled with memories and new adventures! I’m looking forward to starting a new hobby, back to producing regular YouTube content, and shooting some beautiful content with my new photographer. I will endeavour to be kinder to myself and those around me, take time to breath more and to not sweat the small stuff. I aim to do more yoga regularly, eat more healthy and generally to be less hectic and less frantic human being.
I have learned so much in 2017, I’ve experienced betrayals, change of career & new adventures. On reflection the past year has been a year of growth and discovery of ‘real’ friends, something which broke my heart but also made me the cherish what is truly important. FAMILY. People have left my life to make way for new ones and happy to say I’m moving forward a little wiser & happier. Thank you to everyone who has shown their support along my journey, it means more to me then you will ever know!
Thank you to everyone who takes the time to read my posts, watch my videos and follows along my journey. There are times I feel so alone and this platform connects me to people that show so much love and support. To you people I owe so much…as I wouldn’t be doing what I am without you. Sounds cliche but very true! Expect a new layer to be revealed this year and I hope you still come along the journey of discovery.
Thank you always!